Dumped

June 11th 2009

Today I felt shellshocked after great Performance debut high followed by dropped from a great height by improvisation "group" dumping me (Marina and Ceri anyway and Juliana having started a push weeks ago, Seke seems still on my side.. hopefully he's not just being a "man" about it). So confusing to feel such success and such failure about the same event.. still trying to formulate proper reply to them .. must just bash it out in morning ... They have to be acknowledged for all their greatness though I guess I feel they only acknowlege others as long as they're "good" and I'm not massively a fan of this atitude to life though I know they're worse ways so just should smile and learn.. rise above andlivenlearn...

I also had communications with Rachel, Arlene, Jana, Ellen today that reminded me that there are many perspectives on me (3/4 of these people knowing me well to the degree of seeing my emotional extremes.. and still loving me and continuing to wish to know and work with me...)...

Ok so none of the photos have come through next.. pornography police on nightshift skkeleton staff again.. gosh institutionalised prudery is soooo cooool. I fel so dafe.

Happy enjoying the pictures of me,,, xoxo

It's getting better all the time.... xooxo

I took photos of what I produced for todays art work for the 21 day continuous artmaking project but they haven't come through to my inbox in last 15 mins and so you'll have to take my word for it that I covered my box in a meaningful way...