WHO AM I? A sketch and a picture taken within minutes of each other. I wanted to see what others are seeing as they too often see something which they're afraid of.. their reactions inevitably in turn freak me out.In the sketch I mostly see fear and a lot of doubt. I prefer the photograph. This not very scientific experiment does hint rather that my brain is fuckin' with me perhaps creating something I am projecting.. I say this because as I drew myself this is what I saw and felt and I was unhappy with the resulting sketch. I immediately photographed myself with my phone as close to the same angle and lighting as I could get. The raw material pretty darn good I think.. It is the feelings that need some where to go/ something to do..
This is what Luna and Antonio kept saying on Saturday Night.. It freaked me 'cos I didn't feel sad at all though their reactions made it clear that they percieved me as such. Maybe Arlene is right.. the traces probably remain and the trick will be to find a way to remove/ exorcise/ rebuke the longerlingering effects of a long and deep sadness that I genuinely feel/ think that I am no longer in the throws of.
Wednesday June 17th
This is today's creation.. though I think I also progressed with the 7000 year old woman
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